Today was a bust. I didn’t get do anything. For some reason that I haven’t yet deciphered I just could not focus. I had a plan to make a to do list. I had a plan to work through said to do list. I haven’t done either. Unfortunately, this isn’t the first time this has happened to me. Every so often I have moments where I just can’t focus. I can’t make myself concentrate. I just can’t get anything done. What’s even more unfortunate is that I don’t have a solution to it.
I used to think I could plan my way through this but then when I couldn’t I was overwhelmed with feelings of worthlessness and being a failure. I used to think I could force my way to focus but when that didn’t work, it would just add to my feelings or worthlessness and the cycle would continue. I don’t want this to continue. I don’t like being stuck in this place, I just don’t know how to escape it.
So Friends, though this isn’t a Christmasy topic, help me out and let me know if you ever feel this way and how you overcome it.
Categories: On a personal note